These feelings I have inside want to come out but I really don't want people to see me losing my self-control.
Only a few know what thats about
and I won't allow myself to be consoled.
My self-control may be failing
but I can hide it enough to where some who don't really know me will start saying,
"I don't know how she gets through
all that is on her plate,"yes that is what they'll start saying.
I know I'll get through this next month
this ain't no labybrinth.
But this is just one of those times
where I know that I will be crying.
