I sit here with nothing to say
But wonder is this my last day?
Is tomorrow ever going to come?
Or will I be suddenly stricken numb?
Well if today is my last
And some hour will never past
Then I have something to say..
Mom, Dad, f*ck YOU
You were never there for me
When I was down and had a frown
And when I was happy with glee
(Which was purely an accident)
You tried to suffocate me
With your stupid rules
Stares and idiotic drools
All I had in my life were my few real friends
Like my friend/lover, Nikki
Who apparently isn’t picky
She and I loved from the start
So much love it swelled my heart
I will always be by your side
Through sickness and pride
I will never run off and hide
Whether I’m alive or dead
You will always be in my head
All I can say is “I Love You”
I wish there was more I could do..
Also my “good” friend Chris
Sometimes he really makes me pissed
He likes to think with his dick
And thinks he’s really slick
Deep down inside
Where your personality does hide
You will see
That there is more to life than looks
One day you will begin to see
Why the girls seemed to flock to me
Sure I noticed the looks
But what I cared was whether they liked football or read books
Or whatever else they liked to do.
Sure I’m not really big and buff
But usually it’s the inside stuff
That the girls do admire
So you think on that and don’t ever be a lier
And someone whom I never will regret
My best friend…..Brett
He wasn’t always on time
Or didn’t pay back every dime
But he was there
And really did care
People made fun of him cause he is small and chubby
But I think that some hot chick will call him “Hubby”
Because hes the kind a guy
Who can look you in the eye
And say
Things will get better don’t worry
Even when shi*t hits the fan with him
He may jump to do stupid things on a whim
But he was willing to tell me when I’m wrong
And to point out a really hot girl’s thong
Me and him could go ride our bikes
Even take strenuous hikes
He always tried his best
Even when the burden almost burst his chest
Whether I’m alive or dead
I’ll be there to fight
Thru morning, noon, and night
Against people who are so dumb
To think that your feelings are numb
Well peace out man
And don’t let shi*t hit the fan =)
Ah and to my little Sis
You are one who I also will miss
You are not a brat
I’m sorry for saying that
Take care of mom and dad
The ones I never had
Take care of Fruity
And if u ever need me
Send a prayer
Even if its only an opinion on your hair.
I’ll be honest
And say what I think best
So put my service to the test
