Poems

My time has come to
go away, please understand
this pain...okay?

There will be times I won't
be there, but always remember
I'll always care.
Where ever you are, I will be watching
even when your running or walking.
I'll miss you deeply with every tear,
but just remember I'll be somewhere near.
Sitting and helping you through
this hard state, hoping you know
its a peaceful fate.
I am now tired and ready to go,
I just thought I would let you know,
"I Love You".


* this poem was published in a deluxe hardbound edition.

Take my hand
and never letit go
listen to my story
cause i need to
let you know.

To tell you a feeling
that remains in my heart
a feeling that will
never let loose
or break apart.

A time to be kept
this feeling will
never doubt
a memory of you
a reason to pout.

your over there
I'm over here
it's so hard not
to shead a tear
A fear of not hearing
your tender voice again
I just can't wait until
we reunite again.

These feelings for you
are so very strong
stronger than the muscle
in my very arm
A cherished time
of my life is when
I'm with you

This poem is saying
I'm serously in love
with you.


DEVILCHICK055

He took her
hand
and began to
say.
I have to go
now
You'll be okay.

I promise to write
every second day
and to god i shall
pray.

i will come back
soon to see you
smile.
but please understand
I'll be gone for a while.

I hope for pictures
from you in the mail
And hope you'd keep
the fox tail.

i will love you
with every thing i've
got
And yes your
mommy i couldn't
love her not.

She'll be here
with you
to walk you to school
And maybe after
you can play in
you pool.

Well i must leave
and i shall return
To make you both
happy with new things to learn.



POem of a father leaving to war.

No one said it would
be easy to be me
to live the life I've had.

To sit there and
comprehend the bad,
there was times
they made me mad
The hateful words
spoken straight to me,
the time i began to run
and flee.

Theres so many people
who don't know me,
know my intensions
and see the glee.

I know I'm not perfect.
I'm sorry to say,
but yet today I'll be okay.

DEVILCHICK_055

I feel lost and hopeless
but really just sad,
Today i wonder what
made them so mad.

I saw mommy crying,
and daddy too,
she was upset and scared
but really i was too.

i didn't know what do do,
when they took me away
The lady told me i'd be okay.

So angry confused,
and in so much pain.
All the emotion
fell on me like rain.

The doctor looking
at me wierd he goes to me,
i swat at him, im feared.
He tells me, alright
and walks out the door.
i hear my brain telling me
"Please no more! no more!"

Everything is so large
and is coming at me all at once,
everyones running and
yelling things out.
i try to stay calm and
do what they say.
A man in a blue hat asks
what happened today?
I catch my breath and
whisper slow.
my mommy and daddy beat me
today.
I say please don't tell them
for it'll even get worse for
daddy'll beat me with his big
metal purse.

Just then he gets shoved
out of the way, my eyes
getting heavy everything
goes black.
i wonder what happened to
mommy and daddy that day
and wonder if i'd still
be living if i only just prayed.

*If someone is hurting you and your self and your body this is abuse and you need to tell somebody.
Devilchick_055

She ran away
and never returned
after her mother
died of severe burns

She tried to run
far away
Away from the
pain she could
not astray.

She lives on her
own now
with her two kids
the pain still haunts
her
like tire skids.

She has the scars
on half of her face
the scars that the
memorys never displace.

She's afraid of fires
that burn just right,
she remembers
her mothers scream
and fight.

The burning tingled
the side of her cheek
she remembers the
cool water from the
summers creek.

She ran away and
never returned but
still in her life the
pain sometimes returns.



BY DEVILCHICK055

Sex goes like this, it's sorta like Math

subtract the clothes
add the bed
divide the legs
then, multiply!

For 18 years the world was lightend, by your spirtit bright as gold.
we were blessed to have you with us, to keep forever and to hold.
But forever didn't last, as forevers never do.
That october day the world lost it's brightest star, and we lost all of you.

And I'll remember forever the day that you died, the day the world stopped spinning and heaven cried.

I'll try to keep your memory here, since i let you slip through my hands.
But there's tiny things i'm forgetting, falling away like grains of sand.
There's day's i'll sit beside your grave and think about past years.
Staring at the wilted flowers, and wipping away frozen tears.

And I'll remember forever the day that you died, the day the world stopped spinning and heaven cried.

-AMANDA

For Adam