Poems

fresh vernal grasses tint the morning haze; homing swallows lace the sky in pairs; in the river, a stretch of darker green-- people cry in wonder at the scene. but out beyond the depths of yonder clouds stand palaces and courts that once were ours. who will stand for loyalty, take honor's part, and ease the heavy wrongs upon my heart? earth tops heaven; sun and moon change place. once i had a kingdom; now, a border town. robbed of life; by subjects overthrown. all is lost; tears in vain flow on. majestic heaven falls; mother earth sinks down. given in marriage, i follow where he goes. two deferent paths--life and death--here part. so swift the course, and sorrow-filled my heart.

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Funny how meaningless a stone is
Until you put a name on it
Such a simple thing
Changes in such a dramatic way

why iis love hard
why is love hurtful
wht is love great
why is love beautifyl
why is love all these things at once
why do people see love as a negitive thing in life
why does she not know how much i love her
why doesn't she want to spend time with me before she goes
why doesn't she understand the way i love her i wish, pray, and ask god to help me to show her how much i love her i hope to god that she stay's with me cause i'm tried of goin though the same pain
over and over again
i really want her to know what i would do for her
i would run away just to see her
i would sacrafice everything for her
i love her with all my heart n soul

Why does she have to be dumb and treat me this way
can she just treat me good
like we were born together in the hood
but she is fading away and i found some one better
not as bitter plus she is the past the onw waitin for me i hope she lasts
why does she want to love me so much even though we are distant
we have to resist
the pain of being apart but we will never be apart in the heart
why do my parents not care for me like they should
why does my mom drink
why does she say she's goin to quit
i hope to god she does because
she is taking care of my bro, my sis and me
my dad is coo but still an ass
why do i live the way i live
why do i miss being little
why did i want to grow up
why do i hat anger and hate and love happiness and love
why does april lynn jorgensen
love me the way she does
i love her cause she treats me with respect better then all the rest
she sticks out better then all the rest
people say love come and goes but i feel she is staying forever some times and other times i feel she's goin out of my life
i told her not to forget me
cause i will never forget about her
love is pain and pain is love
but i got a love better than all the above and u can;t take that away from me cause i will see her even if i will and can go all out to see and make her happy
cause the smile i see on her face
will embrace
my heart and soul
i feel she's oaptching all the holes in my heart

i dedicate this to april lynn jorgensen

As I lay me down to rest
I pray it snows a foot at best
For if it shall by dawns break
I pray my sled I do not Break.

if i never met you

I would not feel the pain of goodbye

if i never met you

I would never know how good life was

if i never met you

I would never know true love

empty as the sky never knowing why
lost forever

if i never met you

all he had to say was that he didn't want to talk i wouldn't be so hurt i could just move on you had me beliving that every thing was my fault but i can see now it's a situation that i must let go caues you ani't going to be no man and let me know guess me seeing you with her says it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

these tears grow stale
beneath my eyes
as my desire for life
quietly dies
of the loss of you
and i have not yet thought
of what i should do
so please come to
and let the truth be told
don't be scared
try to be bold
my feelings have no meaning
for they have ceased to be
and i've come to feel nothing
deep inside of me
i wish that someday
you will come to relize
how perfect you are
when seen through my eyes....

stars shining in the sky
bright and glimmery
like the crystal in your eye
clouds in the sky soft as pillows
silky and smooth like your
body lying next to me
sunsets glowing a cherry red
like the lips on your perfect face
the ocean so deep and full
like the love i have grown for you..

do i have what it takes
to end my own life
do i have what it takes
to pick up that knife
to tkae everything and throw it away
to beg and pleg
for you to stay
please don't leve me
all alone
for i cannot find my way home
i think about it everyday
yet, love still lingers
to hold my sway